everlasting daydreamz...

media sharing post (aka LJ pimping)

2010-01-03T07:35:00.001-08:00

heyaaaaa~~!!

Rudy here
okay nobody believes. anyway that picture is so pretty, correction, anything about Will o' Wisp is pretty.
wish to see some cosplay here ;3;

I'm sharing some music in my LJ, the link is on the left
or if the pink and kitty is blinding, here : http://yuzuk1.livejournal.com

my LJ is not as organized but you can find Kalafina (OMG my favourite band now and forever) discography and Eminence Symphony orchestra album there.
will share more music and whatever media later

good and bad news :
flood of NDS otome games : Will o' Wisp, Dear girl stories, Saikin Koishiteru and kurayami no Hate de kimi wo matsu
I'm DL-ing all of them fufufu, though Will o' wisp DS is supposed to be the same as PSP version (and PS2 version)
bad news is, how to study?????????
and I haven't played ookamikakushi, haven't finished Starry Sky etc etc
wonder why my focus is so easily shifted =,-
the psychologist say I should be able to concentrate at least 4 hours (never believed that anyway)

currently playing : CelestiaLuna Online (hey I found indo friend! on top of that, with badass guild name! comparing to our guild, futari kiri =.=) (PC), Will o' Wisp Portable (PSP)

bad omen

2010-01-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

seriously, what's with bad omens here and there this new year?
yesterday I got sick, actually I'm still sick today
got a fever yesterday but luckily the fever is over now ;D~
now the cough that's left

and today I made the biggest and dumbest mistake ever!
locked my room without taking out the key
panicked, search for other room's key
got the front door key
tried lockpicking (lol if I succeeded I will quit my studies and become a thief)
spent $50 for locksmith, is that overpriced?
I never called a locksmith before and I hope I will never call a locksmith again =_=
will duplicate my keys soon

one more problem, still the DHL
called the hotline this morning, he said that delivery will be 3 to 5 pm
waited in the living room
what.........???????
no delivery
I have to call them again tomorrow
let's hope that my package isn't getting lost, it's the outfit for SOY you know ;3;
but God hasn't been answering my prayers lately
what mistakes have I done? ;_;

the TV is showing some orchestral concert!
but here I am staring at my laptop screen lol
I'm a sucker for orchestral music really...
go listen to Eminence Orchestra's latest image album!
tribute to Makoto Shinkai, if I'm not mistaken
my fav track is "throught the years and far away"

okay gotta go revise some accounting
yet another bad omen : sunday morning with james kwan
I hope I can survive this gloomy year ;3;

Happy New Year!! + EOY loot

2009-12-31T05:11:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year 2010~~!!
may this new year brings us better things~
anyone made new year resolutions?
I want to procrastinate less and do work more, but it seems quite impossible ^^;;

alright~ here is my EOY loot
not many, because the booths are quite the same as last year, and this year I'm quite tight on budget since I spent so much on lolita stuffs and AFA lol

Yui Makino's CD "Tanpopo Suisha"
bought it only for the autograph session. The song? haven't heard yet lol

her autograph
tried asking her directly, without the translator to write my name haha~ somehow she understood
yay for my japanese~

any idea what picture is this? anyway it's so pretty I bought it

2 badges from mandachan@DA
left one is England from hetalia, whatever version, and right one is Dino from Katekyo Hitman Reborn

that's all~ told ya I didn't bought much this EOY haha~

curently playing : Will o' Wisp Portable (PSP)
will do a post on it in near future ;D

DHL Chronicle

2009-12-30T08:48:00.000-08:00

this time is such a fail...zzzz!!
3 attempts of delivery, and all failed!
the package contains my lolita outfits and shoes I ordered before christmas
usually it takes 2-3 days to arrive, but because of christmas it only reached singapore after christmas

28 dec : 1st attempt. rushed home from school, waited until 3pm, no delivery
went to orchard to buy PSP for me and NDS for my bro
got home because have nothing to do in orchard anyway
reached home, wait until around 8pm+, no delivery
went out for a while to buy some groceries
returned home and the dreaded paper is stucked on the door
!st attempt failed because I went out for 30mins while waited for hours

29dec : 2nd attempt. asked my bro to open the door and take the package if the delivery man come. I had morning class, then club hand over meeting, then night class (lol vampire knight)
got out from home before 8am and reached back home 11pm+. EPIC.
so obviously I was not at home when the delivery man came
and my bro somehow fuckin didn't open the door and take the package
I raged.
2nd attempt failed. stupid bro

30 dec : called DHL and ask for night time delivery
got afternoon class, then went to botanic garden
rushed home because of it
reached home 7.50 pm
saw the dreaded paper again. 3rd attempt failed. delivery man came at 7.40 pm
epicly stupid

now I don't know when they will attempt to deliver my package again, or don't bother...?
tomorrow is the 31st, I'm not sure whether they do deliveries on new year's eve?
anyway tomorrow I must go to airport to send my bro back to Indonesia
will not be at home again
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
since when the hell I became this busy?
1st, obviously new year, don't bother calling DHL hotline
2nd, saturday, any delivery?
3rd, sunday, any delivery?
4th, have morning class and night pearls meeting (not sure will go tho)
5th, morning class and evening club meeting
6-9 the last date for paying exam fee
GAH!!!!!!!!!!
then like when the hell I will be at home to receive my package??!!
ugh, they won't return it to the seller because the recipient is nowhere right?
>,<

the indirect love for Kajiura

2009-12-27T09:18:00.001-08:00

EOY was...uhm...half a blast? didn't get me hyped up like AFA
arrived there at around 12, skimmed through the schedule before and decided there's nothing interesting in the morning
so we (me and my bro) took it slooooowly~
when we got there, it was crowded -_-;;
like, not enough space to move around

watched the solo cosplay competition, none of them caught my attention, well except Lu Bu
group cosplay competition, almost all were singing and dancing, like turning to american idol?
apparently the cute Rin and Len magnet version at AFA were in the genesis thingy group
Len = Sai and Rin = Shuki they were so cute XD
didn't recognise Shuki though I took her photo once in level 1
but I was right, Hanyu at AFA was also her!!

once again crushed by the power of make-up LOL
better don't say what I saw here haha.

there were good and bad cosplayers
not many of them caught my attention
the good ones were:
~ Date Masamune and Maeda Keiji (Sengoku Basara)
~ Kasuga (Sengoku Basara)
~ Anise and Jade Curtis (Tales of the abyss) they were really fitting to be Anise and Jade, srsly
~ Gundam (i think 00 gundam)
~ Ciel trap version and Elizabeth
~ Frau (07Ghost) and his huge ass scythe~
~ someone from ghost in the shell
~ FFXIII team (Hope, Vanille, Snow and Lightning) I saw 2 Snow there,the shorter Snow is better than the taller O.o I though Snow is supposed to be tall O.o
the rest...maybe not good enough to catch my attention or I simply forgot O.o

as for Yui makino...
not really a fan of her, actually it's an indirect love for Kajiura LOL
I love most of her songs made by Kajiura like Amrita, Synchronicity, yume no tsubasa etc2
still think KAORI sings yume no tsubasa better since the song was originally made for her
Syncronicity, KEIKO covered it in rock version
caught Makino's mini performance
only 3 songs, You are my love, Amrita and Fuwa fuwa (release date 3rd March 10)
Fuwa fuwa is actually quite good =D
bought the tanpopo suisha CD for the autograph
don't ask whether the song is good or not, haven't listened to it
told ya, indirect love for Kajiura

lack of direction, had to ask for the autograph area since they only wrote 'designated area' wtf
they took a picture of me and Makino
yeah srsly, they were like 'pose for the @^$T(!#UY'
and I OK-ed it of course LOL
I suspect the reason is because the queue in front of me is all 'otaku faces'
catch that? all guys and there I was one lonely girl LOL
actually the queue behind me is mostly male too
got the photo? nope. it was like makino took photo with me rather than I took photo with her
I don't have the photo~
but no worries, she's not the prettiest woman, the #1 is still Keiko Kubota!! muwahahahha
I would kill to have a photo with her someday
and I read somewhere that she is only 155cm? wow she's as small as me~

okay that's all
have a class tomorrow which is SAD

Kimi ga iru kara - Sayuri Sugawara lyrics

2009-12-15T07:56:00.000-08:00

Kimi ga iru kara
Vocal : Sayuri Sugawara
Composer : Masashi Hamauzu
Theme for Final Fantasy XIII

Nandaka ureshikute namida jyanaku egao ga koboreta

Bukiyou sugiru kotoba de kimi wo kizutsukete shimatta

Soredemo hanaretari shinaide

Ima mo koushite sasae ni natte kurerunda

Kitto…

Kanaeta negai ga kanaetai yume

Todoketai omoi subete

Shinjitsuzukeru koto ga kiseki wo yonde

Mirai ni tsunagatte yuku yo

Zutto zutto mimamotte ite hoshii

Dear my friend…

Kimi nara daijoubu da yo wakare giwa ni sou itte kureta kara

Kanjiteta kodoku ga sono hitokoto de kirei ni naku natta

Atarashii tobira wo hiraku

Sore ha dare demo kowakute fuan darake dakedo

Senaka wo oshite kureta kimi wo omoidaseba chikara ga afurete kuru kara ne

Sunao na kimochi yuzurenai mono

Shoujiki na kotoba subete

Koe ni shite tsutaeru koto ga dekita nara

Mirai ha hirogatte yuku yo

Itsumo itsumo kokoro ni kimi ga iru kara

Dear my friend…

Tachidomatte mo wasuresou ni natte mo

Nando mo nando demo mae wo muite yuku to chikau yo

Miageta sora, hikari ga sashikonde iru kimi ni mata aeru hi made…

Sunao na kimochi yuzurenai mono

Shoujiki na kotoba subete

Koe ni shite tsutaeru koto ga dekita nara

Mirai ha hirogatte yuku yo

Negai kanaetai yume

Todoketai omoi subete

Shinjitsuzukeru koto ga kiseki wo yonde

Mirai ni tsunagatte yuku yo

Zutto zutto mimamotte ite hoshii

Dear my friend…

by the way since I can't find the booklet, this lyric is by hearing only =P

very beautiful song, easy listening
Sayuri Sugawara is apparently a relatively new singer
Masashi Hamauzu is the composer for Final Fantasy XIII, not together with Nobuo Uematsu, because Uematsu is doing Final Fantasy XIV (online). He previously composed the soundtrack for Sigma Harmonics (NDS, english version not available --;). Didn't hear much of his songs, but I love this song very much <3
I don't give a damn for Leona Lewis' song used for FFXIII english version, meh the Americans are never good with these kind of things. Dub = meh, change the song = double meh
who is Leona Lewis anyway?
Dub will always sucks, eat it.
lucky Atelier Annie english version retained the original japanese voice =DDDD

currently playing : none
watching : none
looping : kimi ga iru kara

not yet an auditor, yet have no life!
will be so busy from today after D:

Sengoku Basara

2009-12-13T04:53:00.000-08:00

Some screencaps from Sengoku Basara episode 4

Yukimura Sanada and Sasuke Sarutobi talking about Masamune Date, topic shifted from stupid relationship between Sasuke and Kasuga

the one in blue is Masamune Date (you should see his fabulous horse, or motorbike wannabe~) and the one in red...the guy with monkey, forgot his name =,=
anyway they are talking about Sanada Yukimura here

I don't really ship any pairing in here (yet..lol) because all I see is DateSana or whatever you call it.
I saw an awesome Yukimura cosplay on AFA2009 by Sara~
*________* (blink2)
that's the trigger to me watching Sengoku Basara, other than the twit about it by Bloodynaked XD

he's handsome by the way, and Singaporean, which makes the chance to see him again is higher
I kinda forgot about Kaname already lol

okay see ya~
go watch!!

currently watching : Sengoku Basara
currently playing : Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney Trials and Tribulations (NDS), CelestiaLuna Online
Currently looping : Kimi ga iru kara - Sugawara Sayuri

4 hours of sleep a day is enough

2009-12-11T05:34:00.000-08:00

well that's for JK~
he said that in today's lecture, 4 hours for sleep then you would have more time to study O.o

I think I will go crazy if I study more than I sleep, or that may be a sign for apocalypse nearing

anyway~ I stalk Miyake's blog now, she's one of the meidos of Moe2kyun cafe at AFA 2009
I think I met her on second day in the toilet (maybe...)
I stalk her blog for make-up tutorials LOL, she seems so skillful in terms of make-up, and I need to learn how to do make-up so that's it.
by the way I also stalk Yoshimi and Tomomi's blog too, they are 2 meidos of the cafe too LOL.
again, stalk for make-up related things and AFA photos.

there's this game on NDS "Cosmetic Paradise", a kids' game actually, that gives you some "insights" into make-up!
I haven't finished it though, it's quite good~ for an anime-styled make-up lessons XD

actually I didn't care at all about them before and during AFA, it's after AFA and I hunted down photos~
my club members at the time were like divided into 2, Kaname fangirls and MMK fanboys lol
Kaname fangirls : who cares about the girls?!
MMK fanboys : who cares about the boy?!
(-,-;)

today has been quite bad
I slept around 1.30 AM doing my MA homework and studying, memorizing some things
I was really afraid that JK would ask us to close our books and randomly point at person asking questions, those who can't provide right answers would have to stay back after class
well that was his threat last week
but it didn't happen this morning...
it was rather good though, since although I studied, but I barely remember anything LOL!
got 1 part (!!!) of the homework answer right, the rest all wrong =_=
got another homework for sunday morning's class
how wonderful it is...

another bad thing : gatecrash crashed (?)
somehow the SAM machine couldn't retrieve any data from gatecrash
thus I couldn't buy my EOY ticket
should try again tomorrow..
anyone coming for EOY? they have Yui Makino for guest performer!
I'm not a big fan of her, but since she worked for quite some time with Yuki Kajiura(sama)~
my favourite songs of hers are all done by Kajiura, like Synchronicity, Amrita, Yume no tsubasa...
I would actually buy Synchronicity CD if they sell it there, and hunt for autograph!!!\o/

now what? I guess I should try reading MA textbook or doing homework
sleep is only 4 hours!!

currently watching : Kara no Kyoukai series
currently playing : none

Blog revamped!

2009-12-10T03:54:00.000-08:00

Currently playing : CelestiaLuna Online, Cosmetic Paradise (NDS), Starry*Sky ~in Summer~ (PC), Hakuouki : Shinsengumi Kitan (PS2)
Currently looping : Kara no Kyoukai 7 Satsujin Kousatsu (Go) OST by Yuki Kajiura <3

After first (and second, third, fourth, forget it) glance at the chart(fag), these are some animes I'll probably stalk next season :

# Durarara!!
graphic looks awesome, resembles Shin Megami Tensei : Devil Survivor (a NDS game)
read from somewhere, seiyuu cast is superb!

# Ookamikakushi (Hidden God)
Ryukishi07 + Peach-Pit = WIN
Ryukishi07 is the brain behind "Higurashi no naku koro ni" and "Umineko no naku koro ni" series which are awesome
Peach-Pit as character design is the creator of Rozen Maiden (<3333), DearS and Shugo Chara, etc etc
Plus, theme song by FictionJunction "Toki no mukou maboroshi no sora" which by default, WIN (I'm a big fan of Kajiura)
another song by Nanri Yuuka (not as FictionJunction)

# Sora no wo to
trailer is out, graphic resembles moeblob anime K-ON --;
(opening?) song by Kalafina "Hikari no Senritsu" = WIN
will watch even only for 1,5 minutes of Kalafina
this anime does not look bad though

#Katanagatari
looks awesome

#Dance in the vampire bund
this too looks awesome (as I read somewhere and anywhere)

#baka to test to shoukanjuu
read some chapters of its light novel, quite funny xD

Seikon no Quaser =DELETED!!!!!!!!!!=
no way, this apparently is a somewhat ero manga involving breastmilk
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

okay, I should be back to procrastinating.NOOOOOOOOOOOO
I mean studying and making homework for MA class

jya~

Blog revamped!

2009-12-10T01:11:00.000-08:00

I still prefer livejournal though...
anyway this is good for my resume! the title "blogger" will be there!
though I doubt anyone reads this blog~ that's why Livejournal is more fun!

currently waiting for:
Sound Horizon Concert DVD
Kara no Kyoukai 7 : Satsujin Kousatsu (Go)
Yuki Kajiura Live Part 2

see ya @LJ!

fandom

2008-05-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

ciaossu~
tomorrow i'll head back to indo
-_-
i'm not that happy though...
current fandom :
Katekyo Hitman Reborn! : read manga until chapter 194
waiting for chapter 195 desperately T-T
how's hibari doing in vongola headquarter?!
i can't imagine he loses to a person other than mukuro...
though that may postpone dino's appearance in this future arc
dinoooooo where are yooouuu???
beneran baru nongol kalo hibari uda sekarat?
astogo, kapan coba itu -____-;;;

watch anime until eps 66
few more episodes to future arc

started reading bleach chapter 1
i forgot how many episodes i have watched so far...but i guess around 107...
how about naruto? i also forgot how many chapters i have read
i have read about 20 volumes maybe?
hwhwhwhw~

i wonder where's dongbang's position in my fandom ranking list
ask fuuta to make sure XDDDD

doramas : currently watch tatta hitotsu no koi, 2 episodes done!

2008-05-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

looks like i will quit a fandom soon
i'm not so sure, but haha...
sono yg jadi aneh apa gimana seh
whatever, i'm not into them since the XXth single..
don't quite know why
*sigh*
i used to be so uptodate with their news but now......
kinda lose my spirit
whatever
ga usa disebut fandom apa wakakak, fandom gw kebanyakan
orang idup maupun tidak
orang bener maupun tidak
*smirk*
yg jelas seh bukan tegomass ya, gw tambah gila adanya
XDDDDD~

2008-05-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

si yop says:
yolei
si yop says:
yoeli
si yop says:
jakarta lagi rusuh??
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
katanya demo2
si yop says:
pulang ga ne?
si yop says:
aman ga jkt?
si yop says:
khukhu
si yop says:
serem.
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
jkt emang kapan pernah aman coba?
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
wakakak
si yop says:
wew
si yop says:
ya uda
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
gw seh uda beli tiket balik lah ya
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
-_-
si yop says:
iya
si yop says:
kan gw anak daerah serem liat yg aneh2 demo22
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
hwhwhw
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
emang di daerah loe ga ada demo?
si yop says:
ga da
si yop says:
aman tentram
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
ck ck ck
si yop says:
realism itu pro war apa ga?
si yop says:
khukhu
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
emang dia ada bilang pro kontra?
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
haha
si yop says:
haiz
si yop says:
pusing gw
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
gw males neh
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
apa seh yg dihapal
D0690™ アイアイ傘 says:
paling dia nanya pendapat
si yop says:
nah
si yop says:
itu dia
si yop says:
pendapat
si yop says:
realism bikin bingung

gw mao belajar bahasa jepang!! hwhwhw~
cuma gatau gmn ye?
ngeles dimana yah?
hwhwhw~
kalo nonton anime yg gw denger mah cuman aho, dame, dan kata2 jelek lainnya
wakakak
kalo tegomass dengernya aiaigasa no naka de~
wakakak
kalo dari seseorang, yg gw dapet adanya 8018 mulu (baca=yamahiba)
yah ga jelek juga seh 8018 tp gw lebih suka D18 tuh XDD
udah euy
besok ujian gimana neh
ckckck

~~~~~

2008-05-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

she keeps ruining my mood!
by she, i mean my mom
everyday she keeps interrogating me
damn that fastnet
back then i ever asked my father to set up an internet connection in our home but he keep refusing
he told me to go to internet cafe instead, or stop using internet
wth?! if i go to internet cafe then my mom will sms or call me every hour telling me to go home
gah! and stop using internet? how can it be?
and now since they have internet connection, they start ruining my life

see, like today
a few seconds after i log in to msn, she Im me
"hey where are you? reply!"
wth?!then the torturing begins....
am i supposed to know why my housemate didn't cook today?
am i supposed to know what they eat today?
emang gw emaknya apa? emaknya aja belom tentu tau dia makan apa!!
why does she keep asking unimportant things?!
and fyi, every convo i had with her, dia nanya dan gw cuma menjawab!!
you can call it interrogation
after one question, here comes another question
and she even said this once, "enough, i'm tired"
wtf?! i'm not only tired tapi juga emosi tau!!

i remember she does this once, or twice
send me a sms that said "open your email and reply"
then, when i open that damn email, there is ONLY ONE SENTENCE
and i f*ckin don't understand what she ask!
she never ever use question mark if she ask something
and she types "y" instead of "you" or "u" to call me
orang mana ngerti coba? dapet darimana itu?
for what you give me a name mrs? and i don't even happy with that name
there will be another war, caused by the price of rice i bet
bukan gara2 harga beras naek, tapi gara2 gw ga tau harga beras sekarang
funny? that's my damned life
sometimes i'm happy that i live far from my mother
and can't imagine how life would be when i come back to my house next month
geh, back to hell.
masih adakah aturan bokap gw maen ps2 cuma boleh sabtu minggu masing2 2 jem?
ga heran gw ga pernah namatin 1 game pun, ps2 nya banyakan disita...

grrrrhhh enough! i'm just spamming here
totally emo!
but i do nothing when i'm emo, i even don't pick emo mushroom here and there
how weird i am
nyokap juga pernah bilang, "mama ga tau you lagi marah apa gimana"
somehow i really happy when she said that *evil grin*
i don't need u to know my feelings mom, since u wouldn't care anyway
dia kayak bos johnny aja manggil orang you
bodo lah

2008-05-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

i hate my life recently....
since my house in indonesia got an internet connection, i never ever feel at peace
when i'm online at msn...then my mom will suddenly IM me, hey what are you doing or something like that
then she will ask me maaaaaaaaannnyyyy things after that
never ending question, and i got no choice other than answer it
if i replied with "i dunno" once, heh, then she would scold me to no end
"you dunno anything!" blah3333
after i answer 1 question, she will come up with more questions*sigh*
my brother is no better, he would IM me if he needs something
like..."hey do you have the 1st opening song of persona trinity soul?"or "hey, download this game for me"
grrrrrr!!! what am i? you have the internet connection for god's sake!!!
if both of them keep pestering me, maybe i will appear offline for awhile
grrrrr!! or for worse, create another account...
enough, i watched too much drama
hmmph!!
and i dyed my hair yesterday~ phew, at last

tagged by souseki-naora@LJ
01. Would you fart inside an elevator?
:: no.hopefully i will never do it
02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?
:: no matter, it will happen to me anyway
03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP???
:: err, what the...?
04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
:: hmmm, can you call it confuse if i know that my future will be dark, but i don't know what kind of dark?
05. What's your ideal lover like?
:: according to my wmp shuffle mode, he/she is my miracle, song by tohoshinki btw
06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
:: loving. don't know why, i think loving is better than being loved
07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
:: let it flow...if they change, it's ok, if they don't change, just find another one XD
08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
:: watch and curse from behind.maybe?
09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
:: exams!my mother and brother keep bugging me recently, and i want to reduce my weight T-T
10. What do you want most in life?
:: die soon before i am old
11. Is being tagged fun?
:: so-so hwhwhw~
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
:: who cares? if my best friend is happy then it's ok...
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
:: errr....no one?
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
:: hmm i know her in the real life, should i write everything i know about her here?XDDD
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
:: single and rich of course
16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?
:: not both
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
:: no way
18. Define LOVE:: love is kat-tun's song from the single KEEP THE FAITH. i can't describe what love is -_-
19. Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?
:: milk chocolate!!!
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
:: keep silent until he/she know that he/she fell for the trick hwhwhw

These eight people must state who they were tagged by.
You cannot tag the person who tagged you.
Continue this game by sending this to eight other people.
1. anyone who is willing to do this
2. same as above
3. same as above
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8. same as above

i'm no good at tagging since i don't know many people
or should i say i don't have many friends?
*siiigghh*

go crazy~

2008-05-11T21:58:00.000-07:00

omoikkiri buchi yaburoooouuu!!!
kufufu~
mukuro's way betteeeeee~r than that damn dumb broccoli cow
i dunno why i hate him so much, even atan aja heran
nyahaha~
D0690 = doggo, 69 or...?
whatever, enough with reborn fandom, mukuro is scary >,<
tsuna mangap terus, hibari kejam tapi keren, dino tampang boiben *kata atan*
yamamoto ga komen dah, gokudera bantetnya lucu sekaliiii, ........ada sapa lagi ya?
arcobaleno = reborn, colonello, lucu tapi......, yg atu lagi ga jelas dah

change fandom to kat-tun~
i supposed to study math2 you know...
but i watched real face live concert 1st
whatever, my spirit is all gone now
emank sapa bilank abis ujian statistics udahan?!!
maseh ada math 1-2 euy
oops, there is also IR
yesterday, i went to McD, stayed there for 3 hours studying math while repeating Real Face for god knows how many times
i'm in love with kat-tun songs! mwahahahaha
*kick db for awhile*
their leaked new single is great! DON'T U EVER STOP
the single is supposed to be out at 14 may, but i have it now =D
ueda's solo song, ai no hana is good as usual, though Love in snow is still the greatest XD
ueda~ sing more ballad plz, wtf with that sparking song? with black clothes and sunglasses during the night at Tokyo Dome? -_________-;;
junno's solo, natsu no basho is also good...

okay should be back to study,no, McD XD
sejek kapan belajar=McD?
sejek dirumah kebanyakan distraction...

come in to my life, make it so miracle, miracle~~~
girigiri de itsumo ikiteitai kara, aa~ koko o ima tobidashite, ikouze!
kono namida nageki mirai e no step, saa~ omoikkiri buchi yaburou
riaru o te ni irerunda....

lalala~
beneran gila neh gw
haha, that handsign for girigiri and hey!say!
reborn meme dan art trade belom dibikin sama sekali! hayah...
digetok dah gw

byeee~

ONE

2008-05-07T02:41:00.000-07:00

Stole it from sate-bang-somad@ dA
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

START
1. How does the world see me?
My Girl – XING […..err, I’m sure nobody wants me to be his girl, do I want to be someone’s girl?]
2. Will I have a happy life?
“O”- Jung.Ban.Hab – DBSK [thesis, antithesis, synthesis………huh?is that a happy life or not?]
3. What do people really think of me?
anata ga iru kagiri ~ a world to believe in – Yuna Ito ft Celine Dion [wow, but I don’t think so..]
4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Le ciel – kimi no shiawase wo inoru kotoba – KAT-TUN [I don’t even know what that means..^^;]
5. How can I make myself happy?
sayaendou – NEWS [err, huh?]
6. What should I do with my life?
Comet – YOUNHA [do I really want to…….?]
7. Will I ever have children?
No Escape – F4 [gyaaaaaaaaaaa!!]
8. What is some good advice for me?
Crazy Love – KAT-TUN [err somewhat good advice..]
9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Mahaloha – Yuna Ito [no way!]
10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
You are the one – Super Junior [-_-;a]
11. What song will play at my funeral?
heavenly days – aragaki yui [hopefully someone will play this song at my funeral]
12. What type of men/women do you like?
you’re my miracle – Tohoshinki [GREAT!!! Mwaooo~]
13. What is my day going to be like?
Sakura drops – Utada Hikaru [wao?]
14. Why am I here?
kiss~ kaerimichi no love song – Tegomass [this is crazy]
15. What will people remember me for?
Bambina – NEWS [little girl? Oh yeah, I’m considered little…and girl =P]
16. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Lovin’ You – Tohoshinki [ooookaaayyy]
18. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Show me your love – TVXQ ft Super junior [really? 100% lie]
19. What will this year be all about?
Teppen – NEWS [my peak, oh yeah]
20. If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Shangri-La – Angela [?????]
21. How would you describe yourself?
Beautiful World – Utada Hikaru [grrrrr, my player is insulting me]
22. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Devil inside – Utada Hikaru [well, 75% right =p]
23. How do you feel today?
Angel of Doom – Shiro Sagisu [right-o, tomorrow is my exam day]
24. What is your life's purpose?
Talk Play Love – ANYBAND [what a great purpose! XDDD]
25. What is your motto?
Kissing You – Plastic bag, err SNSD [NO WAY!!]
26. What do your friends think of you?
I’ll be the one – HAL [um, do you really think so..? I don’t mind myaaoo~]
27. What do you think of your parents?Boomerang – CSJH [somewhat right]
28. What do you think about very often?
Two hearts – Tohoshinki [not really, I think about my exams very often, who cares about the hearts]
29. what is 2 + 2?
My Everything – CSJH [am I that cheap?]
30. What do you think of your best friend?
Heart Station – Utada hikaru [grin from ear to ear]
31. What do you think of the person you like?
Dreams come true – HEY!SAY!JUMP [yaaaay!!]
32. What is your life story?
utsukushi sugite Beautiful eyes – NEWS [apaan tuh?]
33. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Houkiboshi – Younha [I really want to be….]
34. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Real Face – KAT-TUN [awesome!]
35. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Haengbokhamnida – FT ISLAND [I’m happy, let’s hope I’m that happy I would dance XD]
36. What is your hobby/interest?
Hawaiian Couple – Humming Urban Stereo [astogooooo]
37. What is your biggest fear?
Ultra Music Power – HEY!SAY!JUMP [nooooo]
38. What is your biggest secret?
Happiness – Super Junior [is that a secret?]
39. What do you think of your friends?
hoshi wo mezashite – NEWS [what’s that mean]
40. What will you post this as?
ONE – TVXQ [okay!]

ANGEL OF DOOM!!!

slacking off~ wao~

2008-05-05T08:58:00.000-07:00

waoooo~~
exactly 3 days before econs exam!!
and i'm slacking off~ i dunno what to study anymore...
i give up the macro ong question, will work hard on macro short and micro short-long
for macro long...let's bet on my luck then..
read katekyo hitman reborn till chapter 47! wish hibari a happy bday though atan made him sanwiched between...err... 80 and D?
and i got tagged unnoficially (?) of course by atan =p, reborn meme and art trade
i dunno how long it will take hehe
as you know, see post below, i'm a lazy ass and procrastinator, not to mention failed artist..oh wait, i'm not an artist!! XD~~
and wish a real happy bday to joce!! *throws yunjae cookies*
*get kicked* oww, let's throw her cakes instead...

btw, wtf with that "coming out" show?
not that i'm unhappy, but it feels kinda creepy ya know?
not everyone can accept homosexuality nowadays..
but know someone will jump and dance around happily out there, somewhere..lalala~

waooo~~
list of songs that i've listened repeatedly recently :
summer time - NEWS
baby! be my baby! - NEWS
real face - kat-tun
GOLD - kat-tun
love in snow - ueda tatsuya solo
rush of light - kat-tun
le ciel - kat-tun
precious one - kat-tun
dreams come true - hey!say!jump
miracle- kat-tun
me - super junior m
crazy love - kat-tun
harukana yakusoku - kat-tun
she said....-kat-tun
my anel, you are angel - kat-tun

well, that practically be JE songs...whatever!!
see post below, absolute fangirl!
beware, i fangirl over real people and unreal people
gyah, dbsk's new single on 23rd july? for real? my bday btw
i'm not happy though, turning 19 this year?
i'm just getting older and older...
*sniff*

so see ya!!

me

2008-04-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

i dunno why i suddenly want to write this, whatever, let it be XDDDDDDD
things about me=
# absolute fangirl
# lazy ass
# procrastinator
# have 5 piercings, 3 on right ear and 2 on left ear
# not tall, only around 155 cms
# not fat though not slim, around 46 kgs
# have short hair, and don't intend to have long hair, all girls have long hair, so why should i have one too?
# hate queen-of-the-bitch type girl, apparently girls who are popular usually come from that type.90% of my 9th grade class in that damned school are made of that type and they even called me "jutek". i wish them to rot in hell.
# not talkative to strangers, quite talkative to close friends
# wear contact lens
# not popular
# don't have that many friends
# stupid fool, IQ score only 128, but can't be fooled that easy
# hold grudge
# boyband syndrome since 2006
# single since i was born
# care more about fangirling object than search for boyfriend
p.s = joc jgn pusink2 soal cowo lah, ga ada jg gapapa wakakakaka~~
# having final exams in may

okay those are all i can think of now
maybe i will add some more later
XP
see ya

college life sucks

2008-04-24T21:24:00.000-07:00

whoever says college life is fun deserve a spank from me
college life sucks, it's even worse at a time like this
i mean, when the final exam is approaching....
for UOL students whose their fate is are determined by only this final exam
well, we only depend on our final exam result, no assignments, or other tests
so if we fail this final exam, then go die to the sea
in my case, i will end up die by a sharp blade from the kitchen
not my kitchen, but my mother's kitchen of course
it's not that hard to kill me with her knives collection -_-;;;
i'm in a real danger now
...............btw, do you realize i'm exaggerating things?
don't go scream "murder!!" after this....

around this time, the library is full of UOL students, who are studying for the final exam
i find it difficult to find unnocuppied table in the library
why don't they make a bigger library?
or stuffed in more desks?
i ended up in cyber station today, just like the other day
and the PC is really distracting....
yeah, like this
why am i writing my blog instead of studying?!!
mathematics 2 surely difficult
i graduated from social science stream, mind you
and phil didn't say a thing about the strategy for weak students in order to pass this exam
maybe he thinks that no weak student is stupid enough to take math 2
okay, that means i'm that stupid.thank you

argh, i'm in no good mood lately
yesterday i thought about unimportant things during math 2 revision
things about hating my housemate..
well, not that hate
i just feel a bit annoyed with her saying "can i borrow your econs prelim paper?"
or another day "can i borrow your stats2 paper?"
omg, for whoever sake, where are your papers?!
and if she borrow it from me whrn we're at home, she never remember to give it back to me
then, 1-2 days after that i must ask her "hey is my econs paper still with you?"
and......
she would frantically search over her bedroom or living room
and that practically be over the house except my bedroom -__-;
then usually she says "wait, i search for it 1st, i will take it to your room later"
haish, dunno if someday she will lost MY paper...
then last time when she borrowed my econs prelim paper for the nth time, i ask her to give it back to me after she finish...
dunno why people can be so forgetful...

that doesn't mean i'm not forgetful though...
i'm a person who hold her grudge to her coffin....
beware, i may remember even your slightest mistake *evill grin*
but, i forget the 2 side hypothesis testing formula or the confidence interval formula easily
geez......
that really means my brain is full of unimportant things so that i forget important things easily
T__________T
i hope this year's econs exam is not as difficult as prelim exam...
from what i see, the past years' paper is human-level
but this year's prelim is beyond human-level..
curse that amos

yay for persona!
i watched 7 episodes of persona trinity soul and it's great!
XDDDD~~~
and i forgot the release date of db's single
whatever, i'm on break from fangirling
back to anime and manga
XP

................
i should stay back to study but that word will never come out of my mouth as long as i'm alive
see ya~
don't forget personaaa

2008-04-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

DIE YOU DIE!!!

i will die eventually
with my econs score as low as 23
die you f***** bald old man!!

another one, math2 score as low as 29
bleh
do i still need to study after this?

i think i will be better off playing fire emblem
i dunno if i should care about the final exam anymore
well, failed econs twice, and the scores are getting worse
should i test otouto-san for changing the fate first?

will i get better score if i study?
no one can guarantee that
i'm freakin out right now
oh.crap

never forgive me for swearing that much

see ya

2008-04-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

yay yay~

i'm in oh-so-unimportant moode today

well, it's like everyday, so nothing to grumble about

i made my first scrambled egg today

wait, it's not that i never cook eggs! i usually cooked fried egg, sunny side or whatever you call it

without salt, with nothing but butter or oil...

and today i made the scrambled egg with salt

guess what happened? the egg looks good enough but it's too...salty?

oh maybe i didn't stir it well enough

it's still edible though...

hey hey~ what do you think i should do for my upcoming 3 months holiday?
i don't have any idea
and my mom keeps terrorize me about that
heh, what do you expect from me, my oh-so-perfect mom?

don't keep your hope so high~
dendenk asked me if i want to take a course...

of course! XDDD

i want to take a japanese course! 3 months is long enough i think..

but, again, the problem is my moooomm

haish~
one more, atan asked me if i want to try cosplaying with her
i'm absolutely okay, since i want to try cosplaying since whenever
the problem is...you should already know by now
*sigh*

geez, why do i live such a complicated life like this?
haiyah~
and what about my exams?
haiyah~ i'm studying stats1 now, and i have 5 more subjects...
OMGeee..

can't i be like this ? ---->

all that damn cute thing does is blinking...
haish~

okay, that's enough
back to linear regression whatsoever, i don't understand anything!
see ya~~

2008-04-11T22:11:00.000-07:00

well, it's raining heavily today when i woke up
then my housemate called me to have lunch....
i must start studying ASAP
i don't know if i can though ^^;;

recently, um i mean a couple of hours ago
i'm thinking about something unimportant
just realized it, when my friends send me an IM, the first word *or sentence* will be these..
everyone's different XD
joce usually says "oi" or "ui", and when there is something urgent, change it to " Yullllll"
bet2 usually says "yul yul yul" then "alow2"
hohohoho~
atan is random, sometimes she says "tralala trilili", "yoohoo", "whoohoo" or anything random
XDDDDD~~~
aje...hmmm, maybe "yul" or "chinguuuu", yeah, something like that
si yop always says "Yoeli..."
dendenk....heh....when's the last time she log in to msn?
haiyaaaahh...

yep, that's the persons who i chat with
i admit that i'm not popular
and my contact list in msn is mostly crap, just like my fs friends, i even never meet the person
whatever, i have my group of best friends
^__________^
i'm setting my status as busy today
but that doesn't mean i'm busy!
i'm rarely busy hohoho~ if you're my friends, you should know that already XDDD
but if i set my status to away or BRB
maybe i were sleeping, bathing, or....away from my laptop
:D

okay
as joce did, i will ask one question
if a tactician and statistician are battling each other, who will win?
i know that is unimportant..
but i find this crap fun(ny)~
hohohohoho.....stupid me get 41 for stats1

see ya!

2008-04-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

this is my new desktop wallpaper!
say goodbye to my yunjae wallpaper XD
okay, from left to right : Kanone Hilbert, Narumi Ayumu, Asazuki Kousuke, and finally Eyes Rutherford

cool, aren't they?
my favourite are Eyes and Ayumu

KEREN BANGEEEEEEEEEEETTT~~

HOMGWTFBBQ!!

credit to : atan

*niru atan yg pada saat ngetik ini namanya aten ankhenotep XDDDD*

finished reading spiral vol10! 5 vol remaining...

*sigh* kanone is just soooooooo difficult to be beaten

i'm cheering for otouto-san all the time

i don't really like beautiful you...
wth with yunho staring at the mirror almost all the time?!
he suddenly turns into a narcist?
well, if he isn't one before...

haish, i'm so tired today
stats2 revision...
luckily i get 55 for the prelim! 55=credit, u-know?!!
i hope i can get this good mark for the final exam too

say.....
see ya! XD

2008-03-18T05:27:00.000-07:00

huh~
i'm not doing good lately...
i even messed up almost all (if it's not ALL) my prelim exams
omg, i have studied (i can call it 'studied' becuse i usually don't study hard enough LOL, especially in social science class xD)
lately i'm addicted to NEWS' songs : taiyou no namida, utsukushii sugi te beautiful eyes and bambina
bambina has nice tune, a bit upbeat (is this you call it? idk, i'm not majoring in music) but once you read the translation of the lyrics...
lyrics w/o translation is also ok, that is if you could understand xDDDD
no matter, i love the song as it is
no matter how pervert it is xDDDD
*pat tegoshi*

one more (?)
i hate persons who type in half english and half indonesian..
can't type their name coz it's too many
huh!
i know it's none of my business but..
it's none of their business too that i want to bring up this topic here!
this is my blog! blogger rules !! xDDD

announcement!!!!!!!!
*thundering voice*
utada hikaru's newest album, HEART STATION has been released!!!
gosh i'm sooo happy~~
*change mood suddenly*
don't get mixed up with her single heart station/stay gold ne?
here's the tracklist..
i'm too lazy to upload the cover

NEW ALBUM『HEART STATION』発売日：2008年3月19日emimusic.jp/hikkicdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=TOCT-26600
1. Fight The Blues
2. HEART STATION
3. Beautiful World
4. Flavor Of Life-Ballad Version-
5. Stay Gold
6. Kiss & Cry
7. Gentle Beast Interlude8. Celebrate
9. Prisoner Of Love
10. TAKE 5 (テイク5)
11. Boku wa Kuma (ぼくはくま)
12. Niji-iro BASU (虹色バス)
13. Flavor Of Life (Bonus Track)

a little bit of info...
"beautiful world" is the soundtrack of rebuild of evangelion 1.0 : you are (not) alone
too bad cathay cut the song..
"flavor of life- ballad version" is the soundtrack of hana yori dango 2
and "prisoner of love" is gonna be the soundtrack of last friend which starred by nishikido ryo..
i'm not a fan of nishikido though
wahaha~

okay thst's enough!
see ya!
this weeeeeeeek's schedule is so packed! bleh to uol revision and local revision as well as(s) consultation!

2008-02-29T08:00:00.000-08:00

now i'm addicted to Bambina by NEWS and BON BON by Hey!Say!7....
i only listen to junsu's if..? once..
haha,too much of JE lately
and i found new cute boy ...Yamada Ryosuke from Hey!Say!7 or Hey!Say!JUMP
i don't care if he's only as old as my younger brother..born in year 1993
LOL
whyyyy~~~???
children these days...tsk tsk tsk
i feel like an old woman
FT Island and XING are young enough and then Heysay???
OMG OMG...

bytheway, have u seen yunho's pics when he's wearing oversized hoodie and beanie?
haha... when i see those pics
what popped in my mind??
massu's style!! XDDDDD
massu often wears oversized clothes...
and hoodie! he's almost always wear hoodie...no beanie of course
luckily yunho didn't wear rainbow colored clothes like massu...
you know massu has his unique fashion style xDD
weird and he's the only one who can pull on that style

sumtimes i think tegoshi's style is similar to jae...?
tight pants and boots
aish...

i have watched 44 minutes of rebuild of evangelion 1.0 : you are (not) alone
what a great title..
but basically the movie is just a summary from the anime series
well, i have watched the full anime series
so i understand the movie well, but, can they who haven't watched the anime series understand the movie?
evangelion's storyline is a bit (?) complicated i think..
the war between angel and eva isn't only the battle itself but involving the pilots' feeling and etc etc
evangelion really is a great anime
and next month the movie will be aired in the cinema!
too late i think, but late is better than never
i don't think indo will ever air anime movies
well, suck you indo!!
L change the world is also great!

haven't watched the 8vs1, happy together, dandori~ dance drill, shissou, hyoten etc
whew, my IR exam is on next monday!!
screw me!!
see ya!!

2008-02-22T23:16:00.000-08:00

O.M.G
oh.my.God
this is baaaaaaddddd....
i think i will fail this econs prelim..
the exam's just finished uhm, 2 hours ago
and i feel totally down, devastated now
maybe i can't even get 34
when the invigilator said to turn the question page...
ta-dah!!
for micro, you should do 3 short Q and 1 long Q
i only do 2 short Qs because i can't do the other, and i dunno if i answer correctly
in fact, the 1st Q is totally wrong hahah~
the 2nd, little chance to be right
i can't finish the long Q, no idea
micro totally sucks!!
macro is a little bit better, 3 short Q, again dunno if i answer correctly or not
long Q
at least i filled all the answer..

what should i do??!!
don't ever say study becoz i'm in no mood for that

btw, i watched music station 220208
watched NEWS' taiyou no namida performance
when i watched that perf...O_o
okay, it's cool to have rain poured on the stage...
the song is actually very good too
but....something i don't like about the coreography XD
dongbang is way much better in dancing!
butbutbut, tegoshii~ do u have to make the 'peace' sign?
i mean the 'v' sign...okay the lyrics says 'futari', but i kinda feel the 'v' sign is funny LOL
when all the members show serious face
........................
okay, except massu, because he was smiling all the way
then suddenly tegoshi came to the front and "peace"
hahahahhh~~
fyi, i'm not bashing them, i'm a fan of them OK??
just feel kinda strange
just like dbsk performed last angel with koda kumi
dunno what's wrong with the perfs..
forget it, maybe my brain is overloaded with broken knowledge about econs
and before my rambling goes on and on and on
stop it now

now i'm waiting for the taiyou no namida single..
because dbsk's single is way too far
april??
well, they have trickS for this and next month
worth waiting XD
and waiting for the korean variety shows

see yaay!!

2008-02-20T03:18:00.000-08:00

here's my new boyS XDDDD

Tegomass:

consist of Takahisa Masuda aka Massu the pig wakakak

cute isn't he?

and Tegoshi Yuya:

i spend dunno how many days off dbsk and watch NEWS

especially tegomass XDD

fall in love at 1st sight to Massu, kiss-kaerimichi no love song PV

and then loving Tegoo in Gachibaka

then my boss my hero

heh...i should study for the mock exam this saturday..

no, i mean i MUST study for the stupid mock exam

i even haven't finished micro 3

haha...

today i must finish micro no matter what happen..i'm running out of time

hmmm,, when should i dye my hair...??

and what colour?

ckckckck....

i love my currently black wannabe and blue hair..

even i must spray it everyday after washing and drying my hair

no matteeeerr XDD

okay, back to my lovely *vomit blood* econs

micro + macro = digging my own grave

fight for 34!!!!

jae's fav number means nothing...failed if i get 33

see yaaaaa~~~!!!

2008-02-08T19:51:00.000-08:00

i'm back from my 1 -week-long-hiatus
stranded in the airport
flooded
geez, indo can't do anything better?
thanks god i'm back here now XDDD
1 week without internet connection is totally torturing -___-
i read one of manda's post
about jae of coozzz
i dunno that she can write such a poem, or whatever it is
meanwhile...............
i announced that i'm cheating!!!!!!
cheating means may things in english huh?
what i mean is, cheating the "selingkuh" one
XDDDDDDDDDDD
TEGO-MASSU!!!!!!!!
even purple line full mv can't make me excited
waiting for a too long time
but, i love taiyou no namida!!!
well, the dance is of cooz not as great as dongbang's
but, nobody beats massu and tegoo!!
ah i love them both...

okay
see ya
tegoo massu greetings!

2008-01-21T03:12:00.000-08:00

ah~ i feel that i'm going crazy..
am i not crazy enough that there is a higher level of craziness?
okay, i know i'm not making any sense...
any exception for crazy girl?
i know crazy love...that's the song sung by KAT-TUN
totally good song! just search for it, go!go! hurrry! XDD
crazy in love, okay, the other title is CRASH by Battle
nice song!
crazy life, yunho's solo song at premium mini live..
not really my cup of tea, since i prefer chocolate milk..
okay, i'm not making any sense again..
when the others fill their blogs with tohoshinki, purple line, or kiss2 something2
their pics, vids, spazzing over them,
i'm talking nonsense here XD
what a pity...

suddenly i feel worried about my future..*sigh*
not to mention i also have to worry about my present
i think i should worry about my present first before thinking about the future
i'm even not sure if i have a future, bright or dark...
heh...
that happened a couple of hours before i write this
i read the fanfic by "deathbyaccident"
omg....
23 year old boy doing 2 part time jobs for earning money
then, yeah, the lightning struck me
i'm 18 and a half, jobless, and stupid..sheesh..

i don't like to read novel, but i really2 love reading yunjae fanfics
here, 2 authors i admire so much : "digindeeper" and "deathbyaccident"
but, i have the long list of my other fave authors!the above 2 are the most fave XDD
i don't have any idea who they are, but i love their works!
surely, even their angst fics can brighten my day
*again, nonsense..*

okay, i know nobody will feel happy by reading this nonsensical blog
not to mention broken engrish XDDDDD
so, you can leave now, and read the others' blogs about tohoshinki
shoo~ shoo~
XDDDDD
no offense, of course
see ya!

oh, forgot something
my favourite quote from "soloscry" : There will always be people who hate us for being who we are. And there will always be people who love us for the same reason. So don't beat yourself up over something like this, alright?
T^T
*run away*

2008-01-19T04:31:00.000-08:00

huff~ today = broken mood
maka itu gw post pake bahasa setengah2, biar keliatan sok2 bahasa inggris
yeah, juat like someone(s) from some ***** that went bajaj
XDDDDD
sabtu dan kuliah...
sat in the front row, listened to earphone in my right ear, listened to bernard ong with my left ear and took notes with my right hand, because i'm not ambidextrous though i want to be one
moga2 sabtu depan kaga masuk deh, gile aje udah 3 minggu *oops, sabtu* mustinya libur jd kuliah
next month there will be mock exam, oh nooooooooo~
i feel that i'm not well prepared enough for that >,<
i usually study only one day before the test
it always works well,
iya, jaman teka ampe sma sih oke2 aja gw belajar sehari sebelom ujian
tp sekarang sepertinya gak bisa T-T

anyone knows how to change that bad habit?
sheeesh.........
nobody to chat in msn..
where's bet2 again?
joce?
aje?
not to mention miss dendeng, i have difficulty to talk to her since when..uhm, dunno..
just feel that it's not 'click' anymore
forget that!

may i post some yunjae hints here?
boleh lah ya, blog kan blog gw
gamao baca ya tinggal klik exit, easy isn't it?
lagian kayak banyak yang baca aja nih blog
wakakak~
gw males post fotonya soalnya folder foto gw berantakan
and i never have the mood to make it a bit tidier
bodo amat~
nonton aja thai concert offshot yg ada di purple line dvd itu looooh
tanktopnya yunjae kembaran..
haha~ dapet darimana coba?
ya jelas aja, orang berlima bajunya sama
wakakak~
gw sendiri belom nonton LOL

i laughed a lot when i watched junsu's bday offshot
they gave junsu a "sorry girl, i'm gay" tshirt as a present
nah, bisa ditebak
msn-an gw sama siapa aja jadinya ngetik haha, hahaha, ahaha meluluu *emoticon*
secara dirumah ga ada yg demen db..
okay, martin says that oon is handsome
tp masa ngomong ama dia?!
cukup lah
no mood anymore
i feel talking to myself..
padahal kalo ngomong ama diri sendiri kan ga usah pegel2 ngetik..
huh...

see ya!
-lage hobi make baju tangan panjang + celana pendek-
ga bisa pake baju gitu soalnya di indo
long sleeve = panas gila!
short pants = dianggep apa nanti?

XDDDDD

2008-01-18T06:21:00.000-08:00

aish~ lagi gak mood pake bahasa inggris..
tau sendiri bhs inggris gw jelek wakaka~
pertama2, nyesel bgt nonton cloverfield
gila, tuh film ga ada mulainya ga ada tamatnya
mana monsternya jijay bgtzzzz
yg kayak kecoa2 tp gede plus putih suaranya kayak nyamuk..
ditambah pake speaker bioskop..
mantep dah, gw tutup kuping terus
ckckckck..
couple dikiri gw gila lg, ngobrooooooooooool terus...ampun, mo nonton apa ngobrol coba
didepan ada sederetan org indo yg amit2 kampungannya
mulai dr dandanan, gaya ngomong ama yg diomongin sih kampungan abis
mati aja sono
untung dikanan gw bangku kosong...
lalu masa di bus ada lagi couple kampungan
pake earphone aja berdua ckckckck, kere aje...
mana cowoknya jelasin atu2 lg denger lagu apa, dj radio ya?
pergi matilah semua

lalu karena gw kurang kerjaan dan kagak ada yg bisa diajak chatting
kemana coba orang2?
mending gw jelaskan sedikit gw itu kyk apa..
soalnya gw tuh orangnya gak jelas kan ya?
XDDDDD

jadi~ gw itu adalah orang...
# yg menganggap cloverfield film paling sampah yg pernah ditonton, lbh sampah drpd 300
# yg ngetawain zhangjianlin yg cuma inget ama martin doang
# yg selama idup ga pernah punya cowok alias jomblo
wakakak, ketawa deh loe sono, silakan2
# yg besok sabtu ada lecture ama tutor stats
# yg udah muak liat muka phil ama bernard ong
# yg lupa cemplungin fotokopian student pass padahal uda bawa
# yg nungguin mv purple line full ver yg tak jelas kapan kluarnya
# yg ga konsen dengerin zhangjianlin ngomong gara2 nunggu gashiyeon
# yg kadang2 merasa sooyoung plastik kresek mirip ama yuna ito
biarpun ya pastilah cakepan yuna ito...
# yg menunggu single heart station/stay gold nya utada, enak ga enak tetep nunggu, utada gitu!
# yg pengen ngecat rambut tp takut disabet golok nyokap
# yg pengen cosplay gothic lolita suigintou nya rozen maiden tp ga taw gmn cara
# yg shock liat ali project ga kluarin piso tp kluarin pedang

udah, gw males ngetik lg
buhbye
see ya!

2008-01-08T06:28:00.000-08:00

yup, this is the lyrics for Alive..
performed by Isayama Mio
who is this Isayama Mio?
i only found one of her album..and no track titled alive there >,<

~ALIVE~
Another world
It may rain always
I don't wanna cry
You're alive by my side
Even if I see all tragedy or darkness
I promise you my dream
Take you in sunshine
kage wa ochiru boku no ashimoto ni kawaita machi ni
sora ni nomareta kono hoshi no sadame kara
kimi no tame no hikari sagashite iru
Another world
It may rain always
I don't wanna cry
You're alive by my side
Even if I see all tragedy or darkness
I promise you my dream
Take you in sunshine
yume wa ima mo mezameyou to shite iru suna no daichi ni
itami wo wasure kimi no na wo sakebu toki
asa ga yoru no hate wo terashite iru
Another world
It may rain always
I don't wanna cry
You're alive by my side
Even if I see all tragedy or darkness
I promise you my dream
Take you in sunshine
ikite iku kono sekai de

barely can catch the english lyrics >,<
is my english that poor?

spazzing over EHB...ohmygod *hey, i even tried to imitate changmin! XDDD*
i'm waiting for the engsub and next episode!
will i come back home this holiday?
*sigh*

i'm desperate..
after that 3-hour workshop
ahmygod what will happen to me?!
EXAAAAAAM
noooo~~

currently listening to : YOUNHA
XD
at first sight, houkiboshi, comet, haebaragi, himawari, password 486
aiyaaaa~ i miss BLEACH~~

here's one cut
credit whoever i cut this from coz i can't recall where i get it XD
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
A : well then, it's Yunho that's always reflecting on something. what's a thing recently you personally fall into? something that you get crazy over?
Yunho : anime
*i refuse to use his initial, YH for some reason...reminds me of something bad
that EVIL religion teacher -spit-*
A : after all everyone is falling into anime now?
Yunho : for me it's anime, i get crazy over it
A : get crazy over Bleach?
Yunho : Bleach and detective conan
A : ah! conan!
Yunho : I came to remember unusual words from it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

aish, i used to be an anime freak
guess what? it's dbsk who get me out from that freakness *?*
i'm not happy though *sigh*
still love anime manga and game of course
but not that freak...
get bored of conan already

and..where can i download magna carta's opening song???!!!
anyone have it????
japanese ver or korean ver or english ver i don't care
i need them all T^T
i never finished that game...my fingers already tired from pushing 3 to 12 buttons in a row to make combos..
gosh, that azel's combo...*fainted*
and i found reith is annoying..huh..
one bishounen, calintz! XDDDDD

okay stop spazzing...
tears of blood~~~
no matter what they say
blahblahblah XDDDDD
*is crazy*

see yaaaaa!!!

2008-01-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

first, scroll down and find my imeem playlist!
then, play the song titled 'alive'
XDDDD
took great effort to find that song
it's from the Digital devil saga 1-2 OST : integral
i ended up downloaded all the songs
4 discs, more than 100 songs
and i downloaded the song ONE by ONE
aish...whatever, i've just finished the download
yesterday i searched for magna carta's song
can't find it even in the OST discs...
i only have the opening song korean version "rain" by Jang sung woon or whoever..
i thought i ever found the japanese song, but i lost the link..
because the link is on my rusty computer in indo
huh..
whatever..
i also can't find the english song
the english song is very good
and i ended up ripping from the opening FMV
someone says that the title is 'tears of blood'
i dunno...

and
purple line by thsk is VERY VERY good!
can't wait for the real album..
rainbow also good
but LOL..last angel tohoshinki version
>>>>>>>>
JJ : shout a warning come on tonight..
me : bwahahahahahah~~~
yunho : kanjite iru nara, massugu mitsumete blahblahblah
me : BWAHAHAHAH

okay, i'm not bashing them
just saying that it's a bit weird XDDDD

hum
see ya
runs off
don't forget to listen to 'alive'!

2008-01-05T05:21:00.000-08:00

huh, i'm totally bored today...
saturday and lecture? not my wish of course..
i got 56 for the 2nd math class test
passing mark is 34 xD, i guess this is the result of studying while chatting..
for IR i got 42, passing mark is the same, 34
way better! my previous high score is 38, so it goes up a little..
i dunno what to do..
so let's take a glance on my new music playlist
gotta be a long one XDDD
i named it 'constant playback', it's okay if u want to laugh at me..
here it is :

H.I.T - Super Junior *i doubt it is sung by SJ, i think it's only drys2k?*
Happiness - Super Junior
KalJung (remix ver) - Super Junior *used to hate this song, but it turns out good*
Don't Don - Super Junior
Miracle - Super Junior
You're my miracle - TVXQ
You're my miracle - THSK *see the difference? XDDDDD*
Sobakasu - Mikuni Shimokawa
Zankoku na tenshi no thesis - Mikuni Shimokawa
Alone - Mikuni Shimokawa
Tomorrow - Mikuni Shimokawa
Karenai Hana - Mikuni Shimokawa
Sore ga ai deshou - Mikuni Shimokawa
Seishoujo Ryouiki - ALI Project *tremble2*
Kinjirareta Asobi - ALI Project
Yuukyou Seishunka - ALI Project
Step You - ayumi hamasaki
lovin' you - THSK
no escape - F4 *but the mv title is waiting for you?*
you only love - TVXQ
miss you - THSK
Houkiboshi - Younha
Himawari - Younha
Password 486 - Younha
Comet - Younha
Thanks to - TVXQ
i never let go - TVXQ
kkomaya - TVXQ
the way u are - TVXQ
hug - TVXQ
Tri-angle - TVXQ
calling love - I the tri top's
Hit - Supernova
Goodbye - Supernova
Light - various artist *SuJu, snsd blah33*
evergreen instrumental - ?
sarang hanajyo/ only love - SM Town *LLLLOOOVVVEEEE*
evergreen - TVXQ
december 27 - BoA
First snow - Super Junior
Oasis - TVXQ
Dancing out - Super Junior
one more time, ok? - CSJH
girlfriend (they are talking) - CSJH
RENEW - CSJH
Boomerang - CSJH
My everything - CSJH *MV feat kibum LOL*
april fools day - CSJH
one more time, ok? - Tenjochiki
sweet flower - tenjochiki
my everything - tenjochiki
just for one day - tenjochiki feat jejung
tonight - TVXQ
beautiful life - TVXQ
beautiful life - THSK *again, see the diff?*
rising sun - TVXQ
one - TVXQ
bokura no bouken - Kids alive
everlasting snow - dream
get over - dream
music is my thing - dream
destination nowhere - ERIKA *heart*
FREE - ERIKA
time to go home - ERIKA
taiyou no uta - kaoru amane *also ERIKA*
daydream - ANYBAND
promise u - ANYBAND
TPL talk,play,love - ANYBAND
track 6 - FT Island *namja chosaram sumthin2..*
haengbokhamnida - FT Island
break it - kara
if u wanna - kara
i'll be there - TVXQ
remember - TVXQ
balloons - TVXQ
"O" - Jung.ban.hab - TVXQ
hey!girl - TVXQ
On & On - TVXQ
phantom - TVXQ
asu wa kuru kara - THSK
hug - THSK
one - THSK
rising sun - THSK
eternal - THSK
hello again - THSK
DEAD END - THSK
a whole new world - THSK
yakusoku - THSK
I'll be there - THSK
Begin - THSK
Choosey lover - THSK
Show me your love - TVXQ feat Super Junior
Last Angel - Koda kumi feat THSK
Shine - THSK
ride on - THSK
forever love - THSK
forever love (acapella) - THSK
day moon ~ harudaru - THSK
gozenshi - THSK
beautiful world - Utada Hikaru *waiting impatiently for rebuild of evangelion hmmmph!*
sakura drops - utada
hikari - utada
devil inside - utada
easy breezy - utada
exodus '04 - utada
kremlin dusk - utada
first love - utada
flavor of life - utada *oricon no 2 of 100!*
simple and clean - utada
sanctuary - utada
CHE.R.RY - Yui
Tsubasa - fiction juunction kaori
silly go round - fiction junction yuuka
drive - TVXQ
HI YA YA - TVXQ
Fantasy - Katase nana
So I - Super Junior
keep the faith - KAT-TUN
crazy love - KAT-TUN
fields of hope - Tanaka rie
shizuka na yoru ni - tanaka rie
i wanna go to a place... - rie fu
icarus - battle
crash (crazy in love) - battle

................
okay, i'm tired
you'retired viewing this too, right?
let's continue someday XD
gashiyeon or other fanfic...update pleaseeeeeee~~~
T^T
see ya!

2008-01-03T05:01:00.000-08:00

hehe~
kenapa pada nulis blog pake bahasa indo yak?
gw ikut2an ahhhh...XDDD
gak ada yg penting2 amat buat ditulis seh
cuma nungguin translatean gashiyeon yang entah kapan deh kluarnya
gara2 org tukang protes itu
aduhhh, apaan sih tu orang??!!
kalo merasa translatean orang jelek ya loe aja translate sendiri
kira2 orang mana sih ni orang..bahasanya aneh gitu
hmmmm~
gw sedang mengumpulkan mv dbsk dr jaman baheula ampe sekarang..
berhubung dvd dan cd harta gw tertinggal di indo..

kenapa gw gak bisa2 donlot mvnya o sei han go coba??
bukan tertinggal juga sih, kalo dibawa beratnya kira2 brp kilo yah?
XD
nanti gw bawa dikit2 deh,kalo balik indo hahaha~

pengen sih balik indo, maw gunting rambut hehe
rambut udah panjang gak jelas gini..
tukang salon bisa kira gw tinggal di utan kale
ampun...
yak, clubboxnya dah kelar
gw restart dolo aaahh

-balik-

duh, mulai gila ALI Project juga...

pernah denger? gw jg gak tau deh terkenal apa gak di jepang sono

j-pop? entahlah aliran apa

yang jelas gw suka lagunya XD

baru punya beberapa album : grand finale, ROMANCE, dilettante, soubikakei ama kamigami no tasogare...

gw suka ALI Project dari jaman clamp gakuen tanteidan, rozen maiden, code geass, dothack gitu seh

wakaka~

lagu yg enak : seishoujo ryouiki, ai to makoto, yuukyou seishunka, kinjirareta asobi, god diva, etc..etc..

mungkin memang ga easy listening..tp whatever lah...

nih...baju hang ten diskonan..bodo amat diskon..gw pake bajunya, bukan harganya..

lucu bgttzzzz sih disney cuties..

$8 tuh, 50ribuan kali ya di indo..

okok

see ya

besok IR neh..bisa tepar seketika..

gimana nasib esai gw lagi..

ckckck

2007-12-29T19:42:00.000-08:00

holiday is over for me now...
after accompanied my family, including my aunt and grandma to harbourfront
i'm alone now becoz yov went back her hometown
and martin went to genting with his family..
i hate saying goodbyes.. T-T

so now, what can i do?
wash my bedcover, well, the washing machine does it, not me
wash my bedsheet
wash my clothes
play the music loudly
read yunjae fanfics
watch O DVD maybe xD

yeaaaah and my road to dbsk's concert is nearer!
my aunt and grandma give me some money
so, i can save it for the concert, yaay!

talk about shopping, i got many t-shirts...
bossini, hang ten etc
who cares that those t-shirts are all sale items
i wear the t-shirts and not the sale
almost all t-shirts are around $10
LOL..

need rest, becoz i'm tired, lonely, sad, sleepy, gloomy, and not to mention SICK
huh..
okay, see ya!!

2007-12-14T01:20:00.000-08:00

hyaaa~
tomorrow is junsu's bday isn't it?
i'll say the greeting to joce..
okayyy i know that was not funny, but it can't be helped, ok?
my brain is totally worn out after reading some pages of the big book
"INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS" by Joshua S Goldstein
that's OBVIOUSLY not my choice of book
i only read manga and fanfiction, that's all
i plan to do an essay of "environment" for the exam tomorrow
yeah, tomorrow!
while some people are screaming to the top of their lungs at dbsk concert
i'm drowning in the pile of books...
after this boring IR *yeah, BORING!B.O.R.I.N.G!!"

do u know, even mark harris said "IR may be boring, but it's not difficult except for the english"
okay, forget about the "difficult" part, he definitely said that IR is BORING!!
pwahahaha~~~

back to the topic..
i only know little bit of things...
about population, aids, smoking, global warming ,biodiversity and ozone depletion..
and little bit from kyoto protocol, montreal protocol, some whale and tuna institution..
CFC, US for dropping out of every protocol
25% of greenhouse gases produced by US
blah blah blah~

is it enough to make 2 page-essay?
in 1 hour?
ohmygod, i haven't checked the timetable for the exams
*nah, that's totally myself*

ah, one thing is tomorrow i will get my O concert DVD!
yea, while some people watching their live concert in thailand, i will sit in front of my laptop, munching cookie crisps cereal, sign in as busy in msn, and watch the DVD
not bad...
and sunday will be torturing day again
monday i get 2 exams, econs and stats2
have studied econs a bit...

ookay, i must read the remaining pages from the book
so, see ya!!

2007-12-04T19:32:00.000-08:00

I the tri top's

chocolate spread peanut butter

Cho shin sung - supernova

strawberry yoghurt

chocolate milk

white bread ....although i prefer whole wheat bread...

i'm going crazy

look at the time 11.35 AM!!

i have tutorial at 1 PM

and i haven't draw even one graph of econs becoz i really don't understand what the question asks...

and i keep listening to the song Calling Love - 사랑을 불러 - Sarangeul Bulleo

by I the tri top's

wird name, but nice song...

one of the member Jang Yoo Joon is somewhat said that resemble JJ

but, NO WAY!! JJ is waaaayyyy much better XD

hmmmz~

this is the JJ encore t-shirt..

i waited for dunno haw many days, then i realized that it has been kept inside the mailbox

super duper stupid me~~

the plastic bag or whatever~

off to do my homework~

see ya!!

2007-12-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

I.HATE.VIETNAMESE!!
so if u feel that u're a vietnamese, get out of here immediately!!
i hate vietnamese for being SO LOUD in the lecture theatre
f**K!!!!!!!
i know they don't have to listen to the lecturer *if they have ears, that is*
but, i HAVE TO!!
so i think if they don't want to listen to the lecturer, get their stupid ass out from the room!
don't chit chat or whatever they do in the room
it's really ANNOYING
i know i don't understand what dr.phil said, but at least i tried to listen and kept silent all the way.....
one more thing...there's so MANY vietnamese in my group
even after they cut the group till only half..
becoz option C don't have math2 and stats2
then, you see..there's STILL MANY vietnamese!!
can't they keep quiet for even a second? *insert big Q mark here*
argh....
i dunno what's left to say
before i add more sin to my sin-list
*if there's any*
and make my confession longer and longer
becoz i haven't made a confession since god-knows-when...
i'll say goodbye
see ya!!

2007-12-01T18:52:00.000-08:00

hmmmzz~~
i know the date of this post is 2 december
but the post is abut 1 december
i will do what i wanna do~
yesterday is a strange day..
i stayed at home full day
online in msn from 10am till 12am
u know what i mean?
i woke up at 10am and went to bed again at 12am
i spent my day in front of my lovely laptop with hello kitty mouse xD
defragmented the harddisk+external harddisk
deleted some unimportant files
made over this blog..

then in the evening, i was all alone
and someone IM me randomly
we chat randomly too haha..
indomie, iphone etc...
and i found new fic~~~
thanks to cia for sending me the chapter 1-5!!
*then, i realized that her full name is alicia...*
i add the author immediately becoz the chapters are friendlocked
then, ta-dah!! today i can read all the fic....
yay! i think it is what i gonna do today..
besides waiting for my tee
really don't understand

ok
see ya!!

brand new blog

2007-11-30T21:09:00.000-08:00

today is a holiday~~
*of course, duh!*
i dunno what to do
sooo
i decided to make over this blog
enjoy my new blog!
see ya
*is tired*

destination nowhere

2007-11-28T06:54:00.000-08:00

totally in love with DESTINATION NOWHERE ~~~ xD
sung by erika sawajiri as ERIKA
very good song
i have searched for the lyrics but sadly noone has posted them yet...
anyone has the lyrics?
today~~
as usual, nothing special
attended econs tutorial, and unfortunately i was called by zhang..
u know i never could do his homework...
but, fortunately he then said, "well, i will do this"
yeah!! so i don't have to do it!!
it's not like i know the answer....
the answer i get from martin is wrong LOL
sheesh, i was very happy in the morning becoz gashiyeon was posted
waited 1 week for it..
then, the day flows like usual...
by the way
anyband's newest song DAYDREAM is like ali project's song...
or it's just me and my ears?
which song....maybe god diva? the .hack's song..
dunno~
i feel like bangs my head to the wall
becoz i don't think i need it
*sigh*
my destination is also nowhere
18 years searching for it but never find it
one word>> STUPID

i have taken a bath today! yay!
then, time to say goodbye
see ya!!

...

2007-11-18T06:12:00.000-08:00

my latest creation...

after not touching photoshop for a long long time!

i tried the filtering tutor from the forum

and this is what i got

can't do any better eh?

i know stupid me

i haven't took a bath...look at the time! 10 PM

doing nothing today

just book the bus+hotel

hopefully there will be no problem anymore

i'm dizzy enough....

cleaned the house..and my room also

i bet 2morrow my room will b messy again

haha, and my hard work today will be zero

want to quit school

i dunno why i do things like these

are u sure if i continue my study like this i will be successful?

i know i never do anything good!

i always ruin everything

yeah, don't forget about the yunho pic that i ruined above...

okay, will take a bath

see ya!

anywhere you go i'll be there.......

2007-11-10T07:21:00.000-08:00

believe? of course no~~~~
i'm no stalker you know.............
today is my most unlucky day ever!!!!!!!!
i lost my cellphone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i felt like i want to jump out og my window..... it's 13rd floor u know?
so i can die easily if i just jump out...
damn!!
i won't ever go to bugis again!!!!!!!
and i must promise myself to put my cellphone in a really222 safe place
treasure box?
whatever
i love my previous phone
it's 6300...OMG
the best phone i've ever had
and today it's gone
phew...
i got my aadbsk today
i've watch the variety show though, @ manda's house
XDDDD
totally in love in ANYBAND
talkplaylove and promise u
both are super nice!!
at least it helped me forget this unlucky thing...a bit
still feel so stupid though
how can i lose my super precious thing?!
anyway, if u feel that u're my friend
TELL ME UR CONTACT NUMBER PLEASE~~!!
bcoz i've never memorized nor took note of phone number!
i only remember my home number in indo and my bro's *used to be mine* cell number...
see? how precious cellphone can be....

so
see ya............

emo-ing so photo spam

2007-10-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

totally not related ne?

yeah, that's me

i'm so happy!!!

my friend from high school visit spore!!

we went to many places

watched fitb together etc

had good time together, i miss my high school time sooo much

the fila t-shirts that we bought together

guess, which one is me? LOL

amazing nightscene at, err...somewhere around tanjong pagar?

we get lost? not really...

capital building or something

green tea ice creams

@ suntec?

teehee~

once again, guess which one is me?

emo-ing because of xfiles or something not important

yunjae is forever

huh!!

who cares about xfiles

i believe in the rest 5% !!

yeah

my study guide

OMG...

test begin @ 12 PM

no matter, i can study tomorrow

*wait, can it be??*

hahaha~

see ya!

what is ur mind!

2007-10-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

wheeew
i just got my subject guideS todaaayy
so heavy
do u think i will use those fuckin' books?
*oops*
i think i'm really not myself nowadays
gotta be a new me
miss my friends in high school
i really hate college
can't make friends well enough
yeah, i know i'm NOT that precious to be someone's friend
say byebye!
next week will be a test week
1st day : stupid econs with fuckin' zhangliyin whateva as my lecturer
2nd day : goddamn math 1 with mute phil as the lecturer
3rd day : international relations with grandpa beng2 as lecturer
and the last
4th day : stats1 with ugly fatty panda eyes ong as the lecturer

i don't understand every small part of all their lectures!
guess i'll just write my name and number on the paper
then run away home

by the way on the way bus way
yunjae polished their nails black!
i think i have said this to everyone i meet
and yoosu polished their nails white! eww...

guess what? my friend *not really my friend though, just know his name, and he knows my name, not more*
suddenly asked me about yunjae!
what the hell?

bubbye!
gotta study
nah, u can see, my mind is clouded
if my mind is clear, the idea of studying will never ever pops out!
see yaaaaa

nail polish?

2007-10-05T21:34:00.000-07:00

although my laptop runs slower than usual bcoz of veoh setup..

i decided to post this xixixixi

jj's nails are polished black!

this is the pic from taiwan airport..

but during the rehearsal, the nail polish has been removed i think

look at this :

teehee~~

i really have no idea why veoh setup makes my laptop runs slower

bless my poor laptop...

ah, gotta go!

orchard, starbucks, wherever

here i come!

<3<3<3 i heart yunjae

2007-10-04T06:27:00.000-07:00

credit = as tagged + cake@june @ soompi

these are some pics from aadbsk2

gosh.........

the pics are soooooooo tempting

i heart yunjae no matter what!

too bad i'm not ordering aadbsk2

too expensive

but, you know there are many ways to get it

LOL

yay! cheer for yunjae!

see? these are their latest action after the honeymoon

*OMG i'm such a fangirl*

thx to bet2 for informing me about this pic

and then we went crazy together

*i got 1 ally for this yunjae-pairing*

gotta say goodbye

bcoz i'm still really crazy about this

see ya!

untitled

2007-10-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

this is my latest photoshop work...

can't i make something better than this?

stupid me

i'm really in no mood for talking

*well, chatting is not considered as talking*

i should be born mute, sometimes i think

it's useless to have voice, but don't want to talk

i want to dye my hair purple..

crazy isn't it?

beware of this crazy girl!

ack, what happened to blogger?

error-ing once

whatever

see ya!

hope so...

bangs head!

2007-10-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

yey, new month has arrive...
that means the bus fare rate increased by 2 cents since yesterday
new month means new problems too..
other than pile of homework, i have a pile of problem too
just to remind myself
i still have half page or the stupid IR essay to finish
gotta finish it today, but i even haven't run the microsoft word
*bangs head*

secondly, i haven't done my econs homework
*as usual*
gotta do it this week
don't think i'll be saved again this time
but....*as usual* i haven't opened the book *actually handouts, just as thick as a brick*
OMG i'm exaggerating it again LOL
*bangs head*

ack, have so many problems
the third problem
my mom called me this evening
just want to scold me on the phone
she spent 15 minutes scolding me
aww, my ears hurt...
about that STUPID FU**in contract again!
i wish i can move out of here ASAP
i hate that stupid inSIM's public relation -or what the hell like i care- boy
wish i haven't known him since then
*bangs head*

well, i think i really don't have anything nice to write today
even my stats lecture ruins my day
i'm starting to be stupid
*when did i ever be clever? don't remember..*
there will be a serie of tests on 15th oct
and i dunno what have i learn these days
really have no idea..
what kind of mark will i get?
*bangs head*

i think my mom is serious to get me back to indo after this 1 year..
yeah, whatever
hope it's just her temporary anger
but, as i remember, she always angry
ack, stupiiiiddd meee~~~
*bangs head*

what? only my stupid rambling has made this post so long..
guess i'll stop right away
waaaiit, i wanna go to KL concert!
gotta solve these problem ASAP, then...i'm not sure..but really wanna go
T-T *cries*
see ya!
*run awaaaay*
no pic spam today - no mood

OUCH!!

2007-09-30T06:19:00.000-07:00

another ordinary day

cross that out!

i have DONE 1 more page for my IR essay!

that means i have 1 and a half pages more to go!

the deadline is 4th of oct though...

wish i can do it tomorrow

what about my stupid statistics group assignment and econs homework?!

never mind, i don't care about it

in the end, it will not be me who does the stats presentation

*of course, who wants to ruin their work by letting me do the presentation?*

i'm a total idiot if it comes to talk in front of people

*sigh*

i woke up at 10 *again* this morning

turned on my laptop

and this poor laptop of mine rarely turned off if i'm at home

i stay at home all day today

did'n even stepped out of the door

i browsed forums, chatted and did anything that can be done with a laptop

i even didn't go to church today...

oh God please forgive me

ahaha~~~

since someone calls me a genius for my jae icons

*well, genius and idiot are neighbors, right?*

anyway thanks for ur compliment..

i will post this~~

i'm totally in love with yoonjae!

ah i even already forgot what i have done to ruin this beautiful pic

until it becomes like this~~~

another one

i love animes, but i forget it temporarily, because of the storm of dongbangshinki or tohoshinki

or whatever *if it ever be a storm like that LOL*

ahh, what happened with this post?

if i post some pics, the text will be messed up like this

gyaaaaa~~~

ahhh, whatever

see ya!

*dies because of a-nation and FITB concert*

*rest in chaos*

------......picspam!

2007-09-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

whew, i should be doing my IR essay now

but i end up browsing some forums

and, i found this pic of JJ *an old pic, tri-angle times...*

what can i say is...

*speechless*

and then......

OMG he's so preeettttyyyyy

how can it beeeee?????

i envy him!

credit to = withyunho @bww2

now, help me to do my essay

since i haven't typed even 1 word more

see ya!

just another ordinary day

2007-09-29T08:17:00.000-07:00

yeah, just another ordinary day..
really really nothing special about this day
i woke up at 10 am in the morning, took a bath
then someone came and gave me a torturing speech..
does it look like i damn care?
i just want a 6-month contract! not 1 year!
isn't it enough?

ok, back to my day
in the evening, i went to orchard *again n again*
doing window shopping......
i only buy a cinnamoroll clear folder
*that makes the shopping not window anymore*
whatever, i also buy 2 cans of pringles
1 cheese and 1 bbq
last time i bought pringles *original flavor*
i ate it by myself *160 grams*
OMG, how many kilos will i gain from that?!
*being dramatic*

yet i still eat that pringles.....
and i love chocolate too..
many many OMG

i love heechul's look nowadays...
aih, he looks like reno from final fantasy VII!
love his hairstyle in don't don!

i'm still waiting for my smagz..
please come earlier
*izzit even possible*

OK
enough for rambling
see ya tomorrow

i must do my IR essay ASAP, 3 pages more!
*DIES*
*REST IN CHAOS*
will it ever be peace for me?

RIDE ON, LIVE ON!

2007-09-26T04:31:00.000-07:00

what must i write today?

nothing special, especially the good things
good things rarely happen in my life...
just wait for my Smagz..
early october!

by the way...i made some mistakes today
i came in late to my tutorial class
10 minutes late
and i didn't do the homework!
luckily he didn't check our homework at all..
LOL

but, aish.....
he took my paperwork and then show it in front of the class
he mentioned some mistakes in my work..
such an embarassment
cursed that teacher!

next, there is still 3 pages of my IR essay
still don't have any idea..
and you don't know how my feelings became strange since 2 or 3 days ago
i feel angry all the time..
dunno why but i obviously don't need any answer
becoz i'm strange right?

duh, i want a single room..just like my home back in indo
HDB is not a problem for me
after this stupid 6 month contract finished
i will move out from here for sure!
can't stand stay in a sharing room..
whoever the roommate is
I WANT MY SINGLE ROOM!

just wanna share some of my photoshopped pictures..
i know my skill sucks LOL
i try the coloring technique in this icon, love jj's hair color!
it is even more lovely than the real one
*got smacked*

another version of icon
simple, huh? hey, i told ya my skill sucks!

actually i have other icons..
i have 'played' with photoshop since 3 or 4 months ago
but, i will save them for tomorrow

see ya!

would i be happier?

2007-09-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

actually i'm in no mood for blogging
but my friend updated her blog....yeah it kinda cheer up my mood a little
thanks!
and i try this test on my internet connection..
ta~dah! this is the result

kinda fast, huh?
well, compared to my stupid dial-up connection back in indonesia
this is a blazing speed >.<
but sometimes, my internet can be error too
nothing's perfect, isn't it?

aww, i haven't done my econs homework
and look what time is it now..
my tutor will begin at 1 PM, i hope i have enough time to finish my homework
i've got my IR textbook too,
but i haven't continue my essay
my mind is still blank
only filled with tohoshinki
*bangs head*
actually i'm waiting for my smagz and not that IR book
*super silly*

aish i'm getting sleepy now..
gotta go to bed
hope i wake up early to finish my homework
*how can i say 'finish'? i even haven't started it yet!*
okay, say good night
*or should i say good morning instead of good night?*
yah, whatever

see ya!

just emotion...

2007-09-23T07:52:00.000-07:00

i hate my life so much
it hurts me so much to life you know?
aiiiisssshhh i even need 6 months to make friend with someone!
that is based on my prediction..
because in my previous education, it does happen like that
i know i'm extremely quiet, but...
whatever...i don't goddamn care about that
just pretend that i'm emotionless
and i'm such a virtual girl that needs nothing than internet and computer
*someone who's not even a considered friend of mine says that to me, how dare him?!*

oh, dbsk will have a concert on 24th november in Kuala Lumpur!
since i'm in singapore now, it's not really far, rite?
LOL, i really really wanna go...but, considering my condition...i dunno what will happen..f
irst, about the price of the ticket,
second, i don't have any holiday till christmas
but the concert will be held on saturday, so it must be no problem
BUT*i think i have 1000 buts here*
for some many2 much reason...i think i will miss this chance
bye bye dongbangshinki!i will watch ur concert from video as always! LOL
i'm not happy about that!
duh, i really have problem with friends..dunno why
but....it seems that...
whatever...i'm surrounded by her friend...
it means that i don't have my real friend, all people just consider me as her friend and not myself
aish, ignore my stupid rambling if u don't understand...
for example...if her friend IM me on msn...
of course he will ask where she is
her friend knows that it's me for sure...
ahhhh
i don't know how to express this in english!
i haven't finished my IR essay!
i just have write 1 out of 4 pages...and i don't have any idea anymore...
such stupid me..i know, because i only got 6 out of 12 scores from my first SAT
it will be my last SAT too
i hate all test in this world...
okay, before you all fed up with my continuous rambling
i'll stop here and i'll continue it tomorrow
see ya!

spamming

2007-09-21T20:12:00.000-07:00

this is the preview *?* of october issue of smagz that makes me goes crazy
aww, i'm desperately waiting for it
my internet goes crazy today
someone says that it is under maintenance..
and currently i'm using someone's wireless...
hope it will be ok soon...
if you read the un-edited version of this post, just ignore it LOL
i just bought lesportsac bag, not the shoes hahaha
and i have paid the magazine!
still waiting for the confirmation though....
today my dinner will be sushi!
i love sushi...in jakarta i seldom *very seldom* eat sushi because my mom hates it

the store says that the magazine will arrive in the beginning of october
i'm waiting!!!!
-off to eat-
see ya!

craziness overload...

2007-09-21T06:00:00.000-07:00

phew! i'm in my crazy mode on today
*does such thing like that ever exist? who cares*
actually, since yesterday
since my friend told me that the october issue of smagz is full of yunjae
it's true though...
and i end up ordering 1 copy of that magazine
spend $25 for it...
my mom will kill me for sure if she knows
so hide it for me ok? LOL

today's lecture is really really boring
i even have to put my earphone on during the first 30 minutes of the lecture!
if i did't do that, i will fall asleep as soon as he's lecturing us
WTF...i did't open my book *actually handout* during the lecture
i kept spacing out, dunno what to do, and didn't take notes at all
i plan to photocopy all of my friend's notes 1 day before the exam begin
that's really bad habit i know
but, it can't be helped LOL
i didn't have IR notes at all, i didn't even listen to the lecture
*such a bad student i am*

ah, i have to take my IR book next tuesday!
i approximate that i'll have 1 week left before the deadline to finish the essay about sovereignty
i haven't done my econs homework!
i will be buried in a pile of work next week..
i spent more money on smagz than my IR textbook...
the textbook *second hand one* only cost me $20 LOL
craziness overloading!

today i went to great world city after the goddamn lecture
just do windowshopping with my friend
and eat fried prawn noodle
there's nothing special about the noodle though
even my friend who reccomend it say so!
hahaha...
the craziness goes on..
maybe i'll share some pic that cause my craziness
if i'm crazy enough to do that
yunjae is forever! peace!

2007-09-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

hiya! just wanna share this cool pic!

wuaaaahhh............*i'm speechless*

dunno how to express it in english

*run away ASAP*

LOL

i'm not emily, but.....

2007-09-19T22:01:00.000-07:00

what's coming to your mind?
hahahaha
seriously, i'm not emily, my name is nothing like emily...
even my username, nickname or other IDs
but i have 1 similarity with emily
what's that? yeah, i'm strange
strange enough to make other people go away as far as possible from me
XD
i love being alone, though...
i have no problem dealing with loneliness
coz i'm into it!

oh yeah, i have something nice to write today!
miracle does happen!
i didn't feel sleepy when i was attending my economics lecture this morning
i dunno why, i slept at 1 AM in the morning and woke up at nearly 7 AM
so, it's not because i got enough sleep of course
the truth is, i never got enough sleep since i arrived in singapore..
just chat and chat until morning comes
and yawn countless times in lecture...especially international relations lecture
i can't imagine if there is a subject more boring than IR
but, today is really really different
i even understand most part of the lecture! *not all part*
that leaves something about giffen goods..don't understand it
though i dunno whether i can do the homework or not
at least the lecture today didn't leave my brain totally blank..

lastly, i'm waiting for the second album of super junior!
don't have any idea about what it will be like, though
haha, also waiting for the full single of shine/ride on
the one they claimed 'full single' is not full!!!
ya, whatever...
i wanna go out now, but where to go?
any suggestion?

tomorrow i will get *correction, must get* my IR book
without it, how can i write my fuckin' 4 pages essay?
i don't really think i can do it with having the book though
ah, whatever

see ya!

my 1st blog ever!

2007-09-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

actually this isn't really my 1st blog
i have one blog in hellokitty.com
it's deserted though....but, hey! i actually have posted 2 entries there!
*so what*
nothing to be proud of, huh?
yeah, enough with the crazy blabbering..
*although i think i'm crazy enough to make this blabbering longer and longer*
ahhh, my college life sucks!
i dunno what must i do to survive through all this disaster
my first 4 subjects = economics, mathematics, statistics, and international relations
and seems that the only one i can handle well enough is statistics
other subjects are big big huge disaster...
oh my GOD
what should i do?
my knowledge from previous education *senior high school of course*
of course if anything's left from it
doesn't help at all!!
i even think that i haven't done school at all
i feel that i'm the stupidest *or most stupid? you know my english sucks*
or other similarly bad words, most idiot person in the college
can i survive?
haha....
let's stop here
tomorrow i will have my economics lecture
hope i can understand it, even just for a very very tiny microscopic part of it
see ya!!
*maybe yes maybe no, just like my stats lecturer said, there's a probability!*